时差已经变成13个
我们隔着一个地球的距离
合上书我就是想睡
无论忙碌还是空闲
我还是想睡
想逃避逃避不了的逃避
每次的每次
我想做回自己
想干自己喜欢的事情
每次的每次
都会有一个声音对我说
等将来
等将来有了时间，有了钱
就可以了
每次的每次
我会继续对着那看到一半的书
再翻过惨不忍睹的一页
每天的每天
我过的生活都让我感到恶心
我只是尽力忽略这一点
也许的也许
我没有魅力
但是我有一颗心
不是美丽的但是脆弱
不是坚强的但是自由
人生能有几多愁，恰似一杯老酒，愁更愁
这世界没有偶然
偶然是必然的偶然
必然是偶然的必然
必然的偶然是偶然的必然
必然的必然是必然
偶然的偶然是必然的偶然

该死的宏观作业，答案就有14页，明天要交了，今天又是不眠夜，没关系，我写就是了

I Am! Yet What I Am None Cares or Knows

                 by John Clare

Written in Northampton County Asylum

I am: yet what I am none cares or knows,
My friends forsake me like a memory lost;
I am the self-consumer of my woes,
They rise and vanish in oblivious host,
Like shades in love and death's oblivion lost;
And yet I am, and live with shadows tossed

Into the nothingness of scorn and noise,
Into the living sea of waking dreams,
Where there is neither sense of life nor joys,
But the vast shipwreck of my life's esteems;
And e'en the dearest -that I loved the best -
Are strange -nay, rather stranger than the rest.

I long for scenes where man has never trod,
A place where woman never smiled or wept;
There to abide with my Creator, God,
And sleep as I in childhood sweetly slept:
Untroubling and untroubled where I lie, -
The grass below -above the vaulted sky.

I long for scenes where man has never

trod—
For scenes where woman never smiled or

wept—
There to abide with my Creator, God,
And sleep as I in childhood sweetly slept,
Full of high thoughts, unborn.

So let me lie,—
The grass below; above, the vaulted sky. 
John Clare

For want of a nail - rhyme

For want of a nail the shoe was lost.
For want of a shoe the horse was lost.
For want of a horse the rider was lost.
For want of a rider the battle was lost.
For want of a battle the kingdom was lost.
And all for the want of a horseshoe nail.